life, is full of puuzzles and problems waiting us to solve.  but once they come to you all together, it SUCKS.  um… overwhelming is not the right word for my situation now.  yeah, the campus is beautiful, with the 150 year old whatever stone buildings and a piece of forests in the center of campus, but does it matter when you are sweaty walking alone with a map in your hand trying to figure out where the main library is for internet.  i don’t think so.  what really matters to me is people, the ones i care about.  no word can express how much i miss many of those people now.  you know who i am talking about ^ ^
 
but things won’t be as bad for ever.  housing problem might be solved at the price of a penalty fee of moving out my current apartment and hiring a moving company to help me move in. but it might worth it.  i’ll see how it goes.  i can turn back to ME when everything is settled, but right now, i am still a little bit freaking out.
 
oh, i hate bike at this point.  and i hate the roads’ slopes in bloomington.